gentle, concerned, strong,

never careful, no hesitation--

the main event, as promised.

my body on yours was not new,

but only barely; weeks of touch,

of kiss, of reassessing and

turning friend into lover.

you pressed me into the bed--

smiled, wicked and sharp--

and said, "we should try

everything, just to see

what you like best," and I knew

that I was totally fucked.