25.1.09

i'm a big fan of fake it til you make it

why would you give that much of yourself?
going to see a man about some pills. soon. later. sooner rather than later.

i want to bathe in it. i want my lips to bleed with it. i want my veins to empty and refill with it. i think i could survive on it. like a vampire. love would be my only sustenance.

someday i will close my eyes and not see you on my lids. someday i will open them and i won't be disappointed when i don't see your face.

i think about it all the time.

1 comment:

Maya said...

Oh man, I really like this. (I also need to stop starting sentences with "oh man") The last line is so powerful and emphatic; it's so well placed.

Also, I see some anaphora creeping in.